And both of them have mentioned shotguns. Her mom even said if she doesn't come back from prom as pristine as she left that I'd be castrated, but truth is I don't care. Guns don't scare and neither does a missing nutsack. What scares me is life without her. Becasue on our better days, when her parents aren't tearing me apart, she is the only thing I really truly have that makes life worth living.