Ever just get tired?

I know how you feel it seems everything piles up and there is no end in sight, we just want a BREAK already. I was involved in a bad car wreck last week, and the air bags didn't go off. I have whiplash and my left shoulder hurts everyday. I am alone, and cannot meet someone to save my life? Everyday i ask my higher power to put people in my life who he feels should be there. So far i guess he wants me to be lonely it seems. I have everything i need in life, yet nothing that i want. Does that make sense? I have been trying to be full of gratitude, instead i am on the pity pot again. Some day i swear at God and say, if you you want me to be miserable, i may as well pull the plug, then you can deal with me in the afterlife!!!!! If i wake up tomorrow morning, i will give thanks and go put one foot in front of the other and try to look on the plusses in my life. Hope you feel better.