Ever just get tired?

I know how you feel it seems everything piles up and there is no end in sight, we just want a BREAK already. I was involved in a bad car wreck last week, and the air bags didn't go off. I have whiplash and my left shoulder hurts everyday. I am alone, and cannot meet someone to save my life? Everyday i ask my higher power to put people in my life who he feels should be there. So far i guess he wants me to be lonely it seems. I have everything i need in life, yet nothing that i want. Does that make sense? I have been trying to be full of gratitude, instead i am on the pity pot again. Some day i swear at God and say, if you you want me to be miserable, i may as well pull the plug, then you can deal with me in the afterlife!!!!! If i wake up tomorrow morning, i will give thanks and go put one foot in front of the other and try to look on the plusses in my life. Hope you feel better.

Fisher,
Have you tried going to church? A lot of churches have after service get togethers where you can meet other people. Sometimes they have singles meetings. Other thsn that i met my wife in an online dating site called plentyoffish.com. i went on a bunch of different dates with a bunch of different interesting people i never would have met otherwise had i not known about that site. It sucks being alone. I know that too well. Was divorced from first wife, lived alone just me and my dog. No kids. It wears on you after awhile. Then i met my current wife online off plenty of fish. I dont think God wants you to be unhappy, but again i believe he gives everybody the tools to help themselves. Try that dating site i mentioned, put yourself out there, i bet theres plenty of ladies your age out there that are looking too, they just dont know your out there yet. The ratio of women to men is higher too. That means you can be a bit picky and date a bunch of different people until youfind the one that fits well with your personality and lifestyle.