Wind therapy

I ride, but am giving it up. It's not fun anymore.
I should...but every time I try I just end up on a bike. I blame it on my mothers side of the family. My grandpa and 2 uncles were part of a bike group in the 50's. The group eventually became the Pagans. Lot of my mothers memories were being on the back of her dads Triumph running from the law. My grandpa was the caretaker at a Cemetery. My Uncle George told me many stories of how after his mom passed away the living room of the house they stayed in became the garage for all of there buddies. The thing that I really miss about not being on a bike is the being all alone feeling. Does my head issues good.