Lost my little doggy.

Sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine the pain. You just have to believe you will be reunited some day.
I have two Shih Tzus, Riley 13½ and Belle 11, the only pets I have ever had. And they weren't supposed to be mine but I became their caretaker. Belle is a perfect little girl but Riley is my best friend ever. He stays by my side as much as possible all day and at night sleeps against my shoulder. They put smiles on my face and sometimes a tear in my eyes. This is Riley curled up against me as I type this.