Why do I ask myself why?

Since I am OLD I have more time to ask myself why and ponder the reasons. Back when I was younger I was always too busy with LIFE and work and everything to PONDER! But/.....since it is harder to do, I still do but I have time to wonder as to the why of it all. Case in point, WHY have I always found such pleasure in accomplishing even the smallest success at anything? Am I a little "off"? Am I just an odd duck? I need no recognition. No ego. It ain't gonna make me a dime. I can always use a dime.

Restoring or building an old car is huge sucess but just spending a couple hours with some body filler, just getting a little of it done and smooth, getting that old motor out of a car, getting that engine to run just a tad better, finding just a nothing needed part on Rock Auto at a little disount from O' Really, cleaning some bird poop off the winshield, anything....no matter how small.