saved me...................

i got saveddd. by my brother............got pullled over by the c cops i was drinking...lots n lots of drinking....shotss of patron n yager bombs...i cannt continue without drinking...i drive and drink daily. it helppse me. i hav 2 drink to go on,,,,i am not worhty to go on...i must drink...it helps me live..e....my medicine.........makess 2morrow alright.......:(:(:(