saved me...................

having something bad almost happen changes nothing,having something terrible happen changes everything.ill put it to you bluntly.....you drink because you cant handle reality.ive been there.ive used every drug know to may and done terrible things as a result.AND YOU WONT STOP UNTIL YOU WANT TO QUIT MORE THAN YOU WANT TO DRINK.i know this for a fact as well having been sober for some years.i only hope your pain tollerance is not as high as mine was,because that is what you headed for.more pain and misery than you can possibly imagine.....pm me if you want to talk.good luck.