Love each other

Today is day three and its getting better,two Days of hell and the visting and the service is coming up.Saturday we have two visting sections and sunday the service.is it easy,NO ******* WAY,its the hardest thing I have every done in my life,and don,t want any body to do this.Every thingI have done in my life is ****,compared to this.You can win this or that,which I have done,go here or there,and do some thing that was not done before and seems great at the time,until you go through this,then it don,t mean crap and you don,t care about the throphies,the records,or that you may have been the first to do this or that.Seeing your family and freinds and your childrens freinds show up and I meen hundreds and hundreds of them showing up crying and barely walking is the eye opener to life.I walked into the garage and see all the mopar race parts and the cars that me and my sons love,75-100 hundred grands in cars/tools/parts,the house to go with it,and the toys at the country house,and would trader it in at a snap of the fingers to have him back in any way to say I love you just once.If this makes you stronger as a person,I am going to be one hell of a SOB after this.Today I took calls at home of parents reading the riot act to there kids and freinds and any one else that was in ear distance of them.The kids of today do not listen because the parents are not spending enough time reading the riot act or grabbing there son/daughter and showing the results of a simple 2 second bad judgement call,but the kids say we are super man/woman,nothing can stop us,YA RIGHT,come to my neck of the woods and see three other young adults splatterd like a bug and see if there stomachs can handle it and there minds,then we will see how super you are.I have to live with this until my time,but I will for the first time have the most awesome tattoo done on me of him and the things we did together and love every minute of it,and do not care what the wife or tom, dick and harry, say about and the cost is of no concern.I have to give you Sue,and MIDNIGHT Special a wine glass held high to the two of you for being there.You sue as a very close freind and to DAVE/midnight special for his call the other night on his dime and his insperation and time to a really no name person that he has never meet,some one put some thing in the jeans when they made david/midnightspecial and you sue.
Love always,
Scott&Jenny