I need some perspective... (long story)

I was there in 2010 having lost my job and not knowing what to do. I had the option of being in my profession for many years so even though I have only been in N.C. for 3 yrs. I was able to literally scratch together enough cash to get the van and apply for my business license and get my business insurance policy. I spent $800.00 on a 23 year old Chevy Van that I still use today to do my work. And I busted my butt to try to get enough references and business contacts to be able to score my contract. I still am not getting rich but at lease I am my own boss and I can be as prosperous as I try to be.It's still a struggle every day though.