My Bad luck has gotten worse.

Just because that's what they say is going to happen doesn't mean it will. Just keep telling yourself that you will get better and it will happen. The mind is a very powerful tool, my friend. I have faith that you will get better.

I know. That doesn't bother me so much as what my limitations are. I do know I will plan to go to school so If I can get a few things done to my van that will help.

I just finished up lunch sitting in a chair instead of lying half way down in bed.