Panic & Anxiety Attacks

Never as bad as you describe. I do sometimes get racing thoughts, dizzness, fast heartbeat, feeling like I'm falling, feeling like I'm going crazy, like something bad is about to happen, etc. I swallow a Xanax and also put a piece of one under my tongue, and in a few minutes everything's ok. You have to be careful not to use it too much and develop a dependency. If I were you I would keep on looking for a solution, see if you can find a psychologist who specializes in anxiety disorders. You shouldn't have to live like this. Don't give up!