Way too young...scares me.

Tell the people that you love that you love them. Tell them as often as you can.

I wish you enough courage to say "I love you" to them at the end of your visits and conversations instead of "goodbye".
I wish you enough love spoken in return by them to give you peace with their deaths.........whenever it may happen.
I wish you enough love through Jesus Christ to help you through your life........however long it may be.