I feel guilty about something that I did tonight.

well, you asked for others thoughts. here is mine......................
you wrote "if he paid his bills, then he would not be in this position", who the f*** are you to judge him?
do not turn around and say " oh, if i did not help them get it now, they would of gotten it later". you are right. but again.... who the f*** are you to make that desision
then you state "he bought a ktm a few months ago" , we all know within a hour, a families finacial situation can change.

how do you not know that he is struggling on the verge of a complete mental breakdown, cause now without the truck, he will not be able to feed his family tommorow night due to no truck for work.
then the following day, you read it in the paper that he commited suiside, cause someone snitch him out of where the truck is.?

now, none of this directed at you on a personal level, as i do not know you, but stating how it made me feel to read this, and i think what you did was low, decietful, slimey, and just not neiborly!.

MAYBE ONCE YOU CASH THAT CHECK, WALK IT OVER THERE AND HAND IT TO HIM, AND TELL HIM THAT YOU LED THE REPO MAN THERE, AND GIVE HIM THE "SNITCH MONEY" TO HELP OUT HIS FAMILY. THIS WAY, YOU WILL FELL BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF.

i as a man, see guys on here steruggling once in a while. and i try to help them out. all the while knowing they got a nice mopar that they are still working on!. that does not make a difference. times are tough, and when it is time like this, i would hate to give up my last "manly toy" unless there is no other choice. so i help out when i can, cause i have been broke plenty of times, and right now is one of those times.lol