I have to go do one of the hardest things in my life in a few miniutes.

Thank everyone of you for your kind posts.

I walked in and told him to get out of that bed so we can go to Oklahoma City and eat a Ted's. No movement at all. Ted's Café Escondido is a Mexican resturant that we always went to.

He is just laying there with his mouth open and he has his eyes open. No eye contact or movement. I picked up his hand and squeezed it to see if he would react and nothing. I feel sure that he is already gone and his pacemaker is just keeping his body functioning at the moment.