man am I having trouble getting motivated

As some of you know I'm turning a 74 dart into a 72, but latly I've had a hard time getting motivated to work on it. I went through chemo last year and am now in remission, but have just had one hell of a time wanting to work on the dart.
Last month I lost my job of 38 years but now have another job for a little less money doing something I enjoy doing.
Hopefully I get to wanting to work on the dart this spring and summer, but right now just don't feel like it.
I look at it and know what I want it to look like, but the desire to get it done just isn't there.

I painted it last year and it turned out like crap as far as I'm concerened. So I'm in the process of sanding it back down to do it again. I think that is part of my problem I'm tired of screwing around with the paint and want to get on with something else.

I have painted a couple of cars with little problem but this one is giving me fits.
Anyhow thanks for letting cry on your shoulders for a little bit here. :D