i 100% understand what you are saying. BUT, the way i do things and conduct business facing a really bad situation would have resulted with myself making a personal public announcement to the board after making direct contact with those i have unfinished business with about my situation and what i hope to do to make things right. as i said, he logged in, deleted a bunch of stuff , instead of making sure to let those know of his situation , the guy isnt dead, and clearly healthy enough to log into FABO, so why not tell everyone of his dilemma? that would have been the first thing i would have done to avoid my name being smeared all over the board. but thats just how i roll. at the very least, he could have told Tincup or cashA12 that he has fallen on hard times and that he is in a bind, instead of letting it get to this point.