Lost my wife and best friend Carolynn (Lynn)

My heart goes out to you.

My first wife died just after her 34th birthday after a long illness. Ramenth's posts about his lovely wife brought all of the memories back as well as some of the pain.

Cry when it hurts. You are mourning.
Do not be afraid to talk about her. You miss her.
Nights can be the most difficult time of the day.

Pray constantly. God is always listening and will heal your heart in time.