Wow. I feel like crap!

I was a smoker for about 40 years. Decided to quit, went to group hypnosis, didn't work. Private hypnotherapy, didn't work. Patch made me sick. Problem was, I enjoyed smoking, and didn't really want to quit, even though I knew I should. Finally one day I decided, I "WANTED" to quit. That is the key. You have to want to quit. What I had done prior was want someone/something force me to quit, against my will. I quit cold turkey, by denying myself a smoke, one minute/hour/day at a time. Once I quit, After about 2 weeks, I was not bothered by others smoking, except for the bad smell. 15yrs smoke free.