Wow. I feel like crap!

RJ Reynolds died of pancreatic cancer, FWIW.

Just remember, You are not a smoker. You don't do that anymore.

Go the gym!! The rush you get from exercise will replace that nicotine craving during stress, and the effects of smoking while exercising will be a strong reminder of your need to quit!

Maybe, maybe not..I trust the tobacco people as much as the common crook, lol

Steve Jobs died of that too--we are told...sounds much better then something like lung cancer or AIDS..doesn't it. Medical records are private and doctors respect people's privacy. Heck you could even tell your friends and family its something else--like pancreatic cancer...just saying.

Good luck kicking the habit, remember to stay strong and yeah keep your hands busy, like typing on internet forums