Now that you all have me really thinking about this, i think this may be something that many people our age, 40s,50s,60s will all eventually go thru. Especially us guys. There comes a point in all our lives that we have to accept that many of the things we wanted to have and wanted to be are not gonna happen. I still think of doing things in my life, as if i was 20 again, that just aren't gonna happen. Not that i will ever stop dreaming, but i can't let the inevitable bring me down. Just enjoy the things and people we have in our lives and move forward as best as we can.
