I believe it's time to dissapear for awhile

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/6 Matt

/6 Matt

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I'm gonna be frank, my mood has been degrading day by day for a week or so and I don't see myself coming back anytime soon. I have woke up very ugly everyday and went to bed in an even uglier mood every night. To make it worse, my valentine's day gift to my girlfriend is to quit smoking so I know it's only gonna go downhill. The last time I tried to quit, things turned out very, VERY ugly for me. I'm going into this, expecting the worst this time.

To avoid any misshapps and making an *** out of myself, I do believe very soon, I shall be taking a brief leave of absence from the forum.

I just wanted to let everyone know where I will be disappearing to and that I will be well. I hope to return to find you all are doing very well and that I don't miss too much.

Cheers and good day! :D
/6 Matt
 
k , see c u tomorrow :D , you can quit , it's your decision . It wont be easy , but worth it
 
also depending on any unstable emotions it's probably best i hold all your mopar stuff till you get through this :toothy10:
 
Keep in mind there is a lot of support for members here. There will be plenty of people to help you work through quitting smoking and the garbage that comes with it. What ever you do I will be praying for you.
 
Take the first step!
 

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Oklacarcollecto said:
Keep in mind there is a lot of support for members here. There will be plenty of people to help you work through quitting smoking and the garbage that comes with it. What ever you do I will be praying for you.
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I do appreciate the support but I've chosen to distance myself so as not to destroy relationships by saying horrible things to people that I really don't mean. I have a big enough problem with that because of my mood swings, nicotene withdrawal will only fuel that fire I'm sure.

As is with my mood getting worse, I almost got into a fight on Facebook with girlfriend's mom that I had to end as quickly and diplomatically as possible only to move on by feeding my girlfriend the material to do damage control if she's confronted about it. I haven't even started quitting yet! Why did it happen? My mood swings make me an ***.

In the end though, my family and friends will be keeping a close eye on my because they are aware of the effects that chemical imbalances wreaked upon my mind last time I tried to quit. Somehow quitting smoking made me suicidal.

A word to those who don't already know, do not combine mental/phsycological/mood disorders with chemical dependancies. EVER!!!
 
Get a E-Cigarette.

I smoked Marlboro Mediums for 18 years.....and started with an E-Cigarette, over 2 months ago.....I have been ok.

I am Bi-Polar....and know first hand how Mood Swings are.

E-Cigarette cost me $50 to get started and I still have the first liquid drops bottle I started with: Vanilla

Each bottle of drops only cost $7.....obviously.....2 months later....still only spent the $7 for the one bottle.

I have to recharge my E-Cig battery at 6pm-7pm at night for a hour and a half....then its good to go till bedtime....rip it a couple more times as I lay down...and back on the charger to be ready for the next morning.

Good Luck....I know you can do it.

I have saved over $400 in the last 2 months......so it CAN be done.
Have Faith....in your self.
 
Good luck Matt, Hope it works out for y'a.
Count to 10 before you speak or answer any questions or just walk away, friends will understand.
 
mopardude318 said:
stay positive!!
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x1000.

Whatever you focus your mind on, creates your reality. If you expect the worst, that's probably what's going to happen.

Every day is a new day, you can choose to let go of mindsets that keep you unhappy. It's like changing a tape in a tape player, get rid of that tape that's playing in your head saying 'I'm not good enough' and replace it with a tape that says 'I'm great, and I can do anything I put my mind to.'

A good way to start is go on YouTube and search for 'affirmations.' You might feel strange at first but give it a chance. Good luck Matt, I hate to see young people feeling like you do. Life is too short.:cheers:
 
Matt go to the Doctor and get some Chantix to help you stop smoking. You smoke for a week while the meds get into your system so you can quit. Good Luck
 
Good luck Matt! Take one step at a time and do what's comfortable for you. Look at it from the bright side! At the end you will be a non-smoker, have a better health and probably save up some money from not smoking too! You are worth it!

Good luck my friend.
 
I found that the patch 24/7 took enough of the edge off to do the job for me. After 35 years, and at least that many tries lol. All the best, keep busy, find a new hobby…
 
I stop smoking for MY own good

Yeah the winter blues are here but gee is it still winter where you are at?

Expect the worst but hope for the best, good luck kicking the smokes
 
Lots of good advise here....Matt, I wish you the best and I will pray for you, I really hope you stick around, good luck buddy
 
Matt, we are not friends already, so if you need to ***** someone out, or be an **shole without having to worry about destroying a friendship I am here. :D
 
TrailBeast said:
Matt, we are not friends already, so if you need to ***** someone out, or be an **shole without having to worry about destroying a friendship I am here. :D
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I will go him one better bud i will cuss you back to make it seem real . But for real I wished i had done the same thing when i tryed to stop smoking . but i didnt have any one to take it out on nether lol You have 2 members willing to let you cuss them and call them names . I would take that .
 
/6 Matt said:
I'm gonna be frank, my mood has been degrading day by day for a week or so and I don't see myself coming back anytime soon. I have woke up very ugly everyday and went to bed in an even uglier mood every night. To make it worse, my valentine's day gift to my girlfriend is to quit smoking so I know it's only gonna go downhill. The last time I tried to quit, things turned out very, VERY ugly for me. I'm going into this, expecting the worst this time.

To avoid any misshapps and making an *** out of myself, I do believe very soon, I shall be taking a brief leave of absence from the forum.

I just wanted to let everyone know where I will be disappearing to and that I will be well. I hope to return to find you all are doing very well and that I don't miss too much.

Cheers and good day! :D
/6 Matt
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My wife deals with this on a daily basis. If they cant take a joke screw them. Freekin pansies living in lala land need to learn to deal with it. Pen it up it will get worse. Kind of like a pit bull in a cage.Pent up they get meaner.
 
Hey Matt, all the best. Ive been smoke free for 3 weeks and I smoked the better part of....well lets say Ive been smoking longer than you have been alive probably...and yep I have been a bit of a cranky prick, but Im with DD on this...some people need to get thicker skin..oh and get a t-shirt that lets people know you have quit smoking...so walk wide and walk quietly!! Good luck it can be done...
 
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