Been growing my hair out for over a year. It was down past the middle of my back. It's funny. I've heard rumors going around in my church about me that I am on drugs because I let my hair grow out.
Truth is, I decided a long time ago to do something I have never done and it was a hard decision. Both mama and daddy succombed to cancer. We watched mama slowly whither away for seven antagonizing years.
Daddy was fortunate. He was gone almost thirty days to the day he was diagnosed. I don't think he ever felt any pain.
Mama died in 84 and daddy in 98. Unlike a lot of people who run out and do the Relay for Life and this and that, I went the other way. I shut down. I didn't want to have anything to do with any charity regarding cancer. I wanted nothing to do with any of it.
I have been growing my hair out to donate to the Macon chapter of Locks of Love. I gotta big chunk to give them. I didn't do it to make myself feel good. I think I did it to sorta get over something I never got over. Not losing my parents. But all the hatred I have felt because something happened to the two least deserving people in the world and it flippin sucked.
With everything we got goin on right now......somehow it did help a little.
Truth is, I decided a long time ago to do something I have never done and it was a hard decision. Both mama and daddy succombed to cancer. We watched mama slowly whither away for seven antagonizing years.
Daddy was fortunate. He was gone almost thirty days to the day he was diagnosed. I don't think he ever felt any pain.
Mama died in 84 and daddy in 98. Unlike a lot of people who run out and do the Relay for Life and this and that, I went the other way. I shut down. I didn't want to have anything to do with any charity regarding cancer. I wanted nothing to do with any of it.
I have been growing my hair out to donate to the Macon chapter of Locks of Love. I gotta big chunk to give them. I didn't do it to make myself feel good. I think I did it to sorta get over something I never got over. Not losing my parents. But all the hatred I have felt because something happened to the two least deserving people in the world and it flippin sucked.
With everything we got goin on right now......somehow it did help a little.