Huge change in my life coming :(

get pictures of your kids and put them up where you will see them frequently,when speaking about your partner pretend your kids are listening and choose all words wisely, take the time to forgive her and yourself of any transgressions this will speed up the healing process and better things all around for everyone involved....try to get out fishing or some activity that keeps your mind from wandering the wrong places...Make sure You EAT!!!! or you won't be able to sleep and your mind will keep eating at you so make sure you eat