Huge change in my life coming :(

Sorry to hear this. It is hard. My ex ran off with a coworker 13 years ago. I can tell you this....turn to your friends and God if you are religious and you will come out of it. I can now look back and see it as just another turn in the road of my life adventure. I am with a great lady now and could not be any happier. In time you will be here if you want to be. They say happiness is a choice. So don't worry be happy.