Straight up ya'll, ever since this thread was resurrected yesterday I've been really depressed and actually had what I can only assume is my first ever panic attack. Followed up by another one last night around midnight thanks only to ...... uhhhhhhhhhhh nevermind. I'm not even going to mention it because I promised myself and the rest of the world that that asshole was never going to take up any more of my time or energy ever again.
I'm closing this thread ... but it isn't because of the replies or all the offers of help. They're all truly appreciated.