well not on alot dealing with life

Wow Mike this is a hard thing to get past and stay motivated as you move forward in life, but I Will keep you in my prayers that wisdom and move on in life and grow will be top priority in you life at this time, we must remember to love ourselves and carry on as life hands us thing's that we did not expect.
I wish I had the word that can help, prayers sent asking for wisdom to lead you each day.