alcoholic cardiomyopathy

No drinking = more $ for car parts! Seriously though, I hope you are happy and find your way in this new chapter of your life. I quit drinking because if I ever got caught driving again I would lose everything. I did not do AA, just willpower and the knowledge of what would happen to me as motivators. The first thing I realized was I did not enjoy being around drunk people so socially I needed new friends. I really don't miss it as it was mostly a social activity for me and not a daily habit. Good luck to you and take care of yourself.