alcoholic cardiomyopathy

AA works. I've known MANY people who have gotten sober and stayed sober. It takes work. You need to come to the realization that you are powerless over alcohol. Many have tried to get sober with "willpower" and some have succeeded, but you need a support system of people who know what you are going through - AA. Go to a lot of meetings, they recommend 90 in 90 days. Daily. Get a sponsor, work the steps. Trust me, I work as a mental health therapist for a living. The people who try to "quit on my own" 90% of the time they go back to booze. This is your life we are talking about. You CAN do it!