ramenth pretty much nailed it.
It's going to suck, you're going to relive it, and think about it. But after awhile it haunts you less and less.
You do get to control this demon, but not until it wrecks havoc on you.
I may have passed the accident scene Saturday night. I didn't realize what was going on, just that the police had the road blocked and there was an accident. I was told today that there was a motorcycle death there. I am terribly sorry.
