I need help in the worst way!

being around harleys and motorcycle clubs, i can understand what your going through. seems we went to more memorials then partys. just lost a great guy over the weekend. he was in an accident and trying to re-learn basic things like writing and talking over the last 2 years, then they find cancer in him and in 2 weeks hes gone. i believe when its time, nothing will stop that. remember the good things and keep busy till time heals you