Needing inspirational help!

I know exactly what you mean. Body work has always been my biggest challenge. I built the whole chassis and cage in my race car way back when but had more disposable income then and hired a friend to do the bodywork and paint. This time around my budget for the whole car is less than most of these guys spend on paint alone so I just made myself go out every day and do at least an hour. I worked one panel at a time until I got it the way I wanted it( believe me I wasted a lot of body filler till I got it). At times I had to force myself to go out but by saying I was going to do at least an hour I found that once I got out there I spent more time. Set a schedule that doesn't make you feel rushed and give it a shot. Good luck and gitter done.