"I was a moron" or "I don't need a seat belt"

Damn... The one time I buckled up,before mandatory California law. 75 Camaro,hot small block. Was riding the back roads home,at the Red Eye hour. Where I live,the deer tend to come out on the roads,in October /November. Was rolling 65-70,over a slight hill. Saw a deer,turned the headlights off.(supposed, lights freeze deer,I was told). Swerved to the left,hit the goddamned buck mate.My car's rims,caught the opposing lane's curve.(hanging over a 45 degree 80 foot deep drop...). The one time I used it,I survived. I can't really say much,after that... I'm here.