Im kinda Bummed

Never and I mean NEVER EVER count on a bonus. A bonus is nothing more than an unsigned promise. If you count on getting a bonus you're a f***in idiot. It's just that simple. A bonus is just like a tax return. You work all year and for 11 months out of it you manage to keep things going/bills getting paid but come tax return time suddenly you "need" that return do go blow on something. You get where I'm going with this, doesn't matter if you get it or not you still make due. That said I do understand if you had to pay a sudden car repair or doctor visit or etc...just sayin.