Im kinda Bummed

First off I have been a mechanic for over 30 years. The reason I work at the place I do is for some of the fringes and benefits.
I have not gotten a raise in 4 years and I started this job at a lower wage because of a horrible job market. Mechanics in this area are making $5 hour more than me. The perks and bonuses are what make up the difference.
Look at my build to see if I am being unrealistic.
My bonuses are my yearly one time big money I can spend on my car. Last year I bought Disc Brakes, Rear Suspension parts and a 10PT cage.

So your projects are more important than bringing food to the table? again, be grateful you have a job, I know lots of guys here In California that are struggling to make ends meet all year round with no yearly bonuses, you're more concerned about bringing rear suspension parts to the table. So, are you being realistic? Hell no!!! Are you being materialistic? Hell yeah you are!!!