Yea it's really hard to know what exactly happened unless you were there during the investigation. I go back and fourth in my own head about the dying having fun excuse. I tried my hardest to convince myself that was the case in my friends death back in April. The reality of it is that for that split second between loosing control and death you know he was not having the time of his life.
When racing this is one of my biggest fears. Something going wrong at the big end while wearing a lap belt and going 100 mph. Maybe this winter will give me some harnesses.
