Very long story; I'll be messed up for a while, but lucky to be alive

Wow sorry to here this. I will keep you in my prayers for full recovery. I don't know what you do for a living and hope your jobs not on the line and you can return to it. I sure the bike is a total loss and you may want to rethink if you ride a bike any more. I have a full dress 1981 gs1100e Suzuki in the shop that I have not rode in 18 years. Every time I say its time to get it running my wife gives me that look and says no way. I have a lot of life insurance but she says she wants me around so I guess it will stay in the shop. Get well soon!