Has,nt sunk in yet

Take it easy and think about the good side. I was AF rescue specops for 24yrs SW Asia, Africa, etc. Received the H1N1 shot and it happened to me, I was hung out to dry. No retirement for us guard guys, lost my full time job, and cannot even get unemployment or ss due to being un diagnose, Dizzy like drunk on a roller coaster every day. The va is a political machine and drops all my claims waits a year and gives me a reply as I put them in. Just figure they are waiting for most of us to drop off like they did with the agent orange guys. Congressmen also hear it is closed and write me off. Family and friends are what it is all about.
Ray