The addiction is back!

I have had mine for 9 years now. I just loose the desire to make it a priority. I was saving up money for a trip to Colorado. I took the trip in October and it just hasn't been my main focus. I am really believe that you shouldn't force yourself to do a hobby when you have no desire to. I did this with climbing and it made me hate it. After I break I come back more motivated then ever and that's what's going on now !