hard time getting motivated

I'm 49, wait 48 crap! I forget #-o anyways- I will go down to the local test & tune. (Not car shows) see the action - smell the burning rubber, hear the crackling heart pounding sound of the exsust of a car with a cam far to big for the street. The wrinkle wall wheel stand launch.
Sometimes I'm more beat up from working on the car than work.