Bumping out of 2nd

Also i keep my hand as such a way its always not forcing but resting the weight of my hand in the direction of the shift, for example in 1st until im ready to shift my hand is applying light pressure forward, then go back to 2nd and again my hand is holding some light preesure back same with 3rd and 4th, not really applying pressure more or less just holding it there until im ready to shift, my hand is always on tge shifter while driving unless im on the hwy, i cant do the " drive with hands 10 and 2 and shift to 2nd, back to 10 and 2, then shift to 3rd, back to 10 and 2 same for 4th" lol i just cant enjoy that