RIP Dee

I'm seeking the assistance of yuengling and three shots of rum to put me to sleep. It still isnt working. Im done with the shots and the second yuengling. I was here alone most of the afternoon. Gina and Holly went to the movies and out to eat. You all here Are my support system right now. Im very thankful for all of you.

Hang in there, it's gonna be hard...after I lost my mom a year ago it was hard for me to sleep, just felt heart broken and totally numb. Things will get better, just takes some time....really sucks losing a loved one and some days it's still a struggle.