Checking In

Hello everyone, Sorry I have been away for so long. I have been trying to piece together my life and also take care of my daughter and granddaughter. My granddaughter has gone to live with her Mother and it is just Gina and I now. Life is so different. Lots of free time but also lots of loneliness still and pain are my constant companions now. Went back to work last Friday running appliance repairs for a Home Warranty company. 1st time in 15 months I worked. I did not intend to stay off the forums as long as I have but I just needed time to get my emotions in check. It has been hard. Thanks for everything you all did for myself and my family. Believe me I have not forgotten all of this. Just checking right now. I will be posting more and more as time allows. Regina is still very much a mess over her Mom's death and I have been trying to work with her to stabilize her emotions. She just had her last day of High School yesterday but she is not going to attend her graduation ceremony.