I am really gong through a rough time emotionally and in all areas right now and need someone to tal

How old are the kids?
Son about to turn 19, daughter is 13.
Ex -wife must be considered a kid by her behavior, she's 46.
All of them have either been therapy-ed, or put on mind-f'ing drugs.
Me, I have endless work 6 or 7 days a week for my therapy.
I'm in the hole deep, but enough tools and lumber to build a ladder.