Broken.

Emotionally and spiritually there just seems to be nothing I can't **** up.
I have been there. Years of work that seemed to go nowhere,people you thought you could trust and no end to bills i couldnt pay. Years of it. Dunno what happened,switched jobs,quit taking crap from people and somehow things started turn around,financially and emotionally.
Im not making the money i used to,not even close. But i put a lot of debt behind me. And it aint about the money anyways.
Help a few people with small gestures, it seems to bring up your karma.