Rebuilding a Carr

I applaud your honesty Robert. Life throws all of us some haymakers. My 95 year old Gramma always said that it's not what's thrown at you but how you deal with them. You have had a lot thrown your way as we all have in different forms. We have all had some form of depression that tries to take us down. It's a matter of stopping the spiral before it gets out of control.
You know it but always remember you have a beautiful loving family that loves and needs you.
You got this!