Good times...

Been chasing back pain. My lumbar spine is unstable due to things being worn out. Had sciatic pain down both legs, one epidural took care of. Also uncovered the next pain, they went and did a nerve ablation on the right side between L-1 & S-1, which is where the most damage is. That worked as well. Went and had an injection into my right sacroliac joint. That helped as well. Was at therapy, the therapist noticed my pointer & middle finger starting to bend on my right hand. Quick trip to the rheumatologist, waiting for the results from the blood draw an x-rays. Dale doesn't think it is RA, just the osteoarthritis advancing. Most of knuckles have good sized nodules on them. My left hand no longer straightens all the way out, my middle finger has started making this odd grinding sound. Spent Saturday at the race track, taking pictures. Now the side of my L-5/S-1 area is pounding.
Ever go to bed and hope you don't wake up? Sadly starting to feel this way.
Considering selling everything, seriously doubt I will ever get to any of it. Had all these plans of what I was going to do when I was no longer employed...sadly my body had its own plan.
This sucks...
Apologies for yet another boo-hoo thread...