Ever just get tired?

Sometimes i feel like i'm never gonna get it all done. I work like a fiend , averaging 10-12 hours a day just to keep ahead of it all. then come home and jump in to help rhe wife out, and when the weekend comes i never have time for my own **** that i "want to work on", always some other broke dick **** to fix around here. Spent yesterday afternoon jacking around w rear drums on my pickup. Left rear wheel cylinder took a **** and made a mess. I replaced both wheel cylinders. And changed out the shoes, had drums turned a week ago. Trucks been outta comission for over 2 months because i havent had time to **** with it. Still have to bleed the rears so it isnt actually done yet. Wife has **** to do, says i'm going shopping watch your son. He's 6 i cant do brakes and watch him at same time. I put my **** away till she comes back, then tell her i have to get this done. She tells me its not like you even drive it, ummm well no not in 100° heat i dont because its old and A/C dont work, but temps getting cooler i will be. And when you need it for moving big **** around i'm sure you gonna want it to have working brakes.

Daughter comes in shop asks to air up bike tires. Apparently from it sitting outside the ***** dryrotted, i air up the front ok, rear tube blows out, takes out tire with it. So now i got a tire and tube to replace and another job to do.

Got this partial 71 scamp in the shop i am trying to strip off sheetmetal from i need for a resto project, now every time i go in the shop its mocking me because i cant get to it and get that done, plus a bunch of other car projects.

I hear about the crazies on TV and how people are so dumb they want to flush our country down the can for socialism or some other brain dead stupid ****. Want to take away our right, our guns, religion etc. I wonder just what the hell is going on.

My effing body hurts, like really hurts, and i'm only 50. Had a neck fusion for fucked up nerves in my neck, then had a bulging disc in my lower back **** up my legs. Get that fixed, i still have leg pain, and random muscle spasms, muscles locking up etc. Go buy a sleep number bed supposed to help right? Wrong, this ****** makes it worse. Like sleeping on a $2 walmart air mattress Yeah we all have fucked up ****. I want to finish my 67 and build a 69 up w my son, but lately its looking like these cars will end up being somebody elses barn finds.