Ever just get tired?

There's no way for me to prove this
but it seems that "news" is not news anymore, but rather, is propaganda.I haven't watched any TV-news for well over 4 years now. Probably closer to 6 years.
As a believer, tho, I do keep an eye on what's going on in and around Israel, because there are many many end-time prophecies yet to be fulfilled, that involve her. But I don't dwell on it anymore because I have set a course with destiny, and my ship is steered towards the New Kingdom; I just have to stay the course.
On the home front, I am sad that none of my three kids wants to hear the gospel, so if they continue on that road, there will come a day after which I will never see them again. Also on the home-front; it's business as usual, I still have to mow the grass and shovel the driveway, etc. And I can see the day rapidly approaching, when I will have to sell the house to buy food, so as not to starve. This sounds scary to think about or say, and for some, would actually be scary.But I am ready to go, not eager yet, but ready spiritually and mentally. Yet my body is being preserved for something, it seems, so I'll have to wait to see how it all plays out. The time is drawing near for prophecy to unfold. The board is laid out, the game pieces are mostly installed. Soon the cosmic chess-game will begin; satan will make a move, then God a counter move, and so it will go. The thing is, the outcome of the game has been prophesied thousands of years ago. satan is just a puppet. God's masterplan will not be foiled by said puppet, but rather satan is the major player in it . satan is what I call the great separator; he will separate the goats from the sheep. And thus make the goats an easy target for Yashuwah to slaughter. After the goats are thus reaped, the Sheep will be left standing, waiting for their shepherd to call them one-by-one, by name, to receive their inheritance.
And so it is that I wait with great anticipation, for my name to be called, and it matters not to me on which side of the sod my body is when I hear it. I think, this is the peace that passes all understanding; peace about the end of life, the last breath. Life on earth is just a test. A test to see who will accept Yashuwah as King of kings and Lord of lords. A test to determine who will willingly be obedient to God's Laws and Commands. And a test to see who will worship Him.
That is the First and Greatest Commandment; to love the LORD (YHWH) your God with all your heart and all your soul and all your might.......... And John tells us how to do that; by obedience to God's Laws and Commands. After that our mandate is to ENDURE to the end.
So why worry? Who by worrying ever added a cubit to his stature. We are commanded not to worry. Worrying is stress and people die from being stressed out. Worrying is anti-Christ; the worrier is not believing and trusting God to take care of him. I see my future as "there's nothing I can or want to do, to alter God's time-table". Bring it on I say. The sooner the better I say. Every day that God tarrys, is one more day of babies being murdered to satisfy satans blood-lust. And every day that God tarrys is one more day of the muslims murdering Christians. And one more day that the the earth cries out to God for the blood of the innocents. And one more day that the souls of the martyrs cry out from under the altar, "How long oh LORD must we wait?".
Come quickly Lord Yashuwah.
So, there is an agenda ,in the media,to keep people in the dark, by preaching lies, lies, and more lies. We are being indoctrinated, distracted, and miss-informed. This is the adult form of schooling. The difference is adults can unplug, whereas, by law, children are brainwashed with no escape.
I urge anyone reading this, to unplug, and to get their soul right with God. My greatest hope is to meet you on the other side of death, and swap stories, and to be equally yoked.
Ink, including most especially you.
God wants to bless you, as he wants to bless all his children. All things work together for those who love the LORD(YHWH). God wants to BLESS us. He provided the path, we just have to get on it. The path began at the gates to the Promised Land, when YHWH married the Israelites and itemized the marriage covenant, and listed the Blessings and the Cursings. The path was opened up to the Gentiles by Yashuwah, at the time of His ministry; that's us, any non-Israelite.We are the second stick, that Yashuwah joins to the first, and the wild Olive branch, that He grafts in.
Get right, be blessed.
You think this has anything to do with your age?