I don't know if anyone else would understand this the way you might SLO...
The thought of dying in a bed suffocating from the inability to breathe, out cold from morphine is the most humiliating way to lose the battle after the way I have tried to live life. On my my feet, kickin it every day. Just embarrassing, won't have it!
They told me I was dead,just too stupid to lie down I guess!
